Last night I started a new volunteer ministry: I’m now an occassional on call chaplain for Kaiser in South Sacramento. This means that on certain Thursdays (I specified I was available Thursdays so that, if called, I could sleep in on my day off Friday morning) I turn on my pager at 7 PM and leave it on until 7 AM. If the pager rings, I go in to help with whatever pastoral situation wanted my presence.
I’ve got a friend who’s been doing this for months. He’s never been called. But I knew, at some point, I would be called. Guess what? I was called about 1:30 AM my very first night! That means I had the better part of two hours sleep, which is actually a good thing — it was enough to be a bit fresher.
A young woman in labor had lost her baby. What a terrible thing. She was there with her parents and they wanted some prayer and a chance to talk a little about what happened. How could God let something like this happen? I had to tell them there was no completely satifying answer. We explored some thoughts. But we knew we were experiencing a real tragedy, however it might be explained.
I think they all took some comfort from my presence and the prayers. So it feels like time well spent. Then I had to go home and try to deal with the paperwork. That felt less like time well spent, but I understand why it needs to be done.
I’ve been in touch with the regular chaplain, and I know he’s on this. So they are all in good hands. His, and God’s.
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