Maybe, finally, I’m beginning to understand the biblical idea of perfection! (more…)
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February 10, 2012
“Perfection”?
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February 8, 2012
Character and Gift
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Part of me wishes there were simple, clearcut answers.
This morning, with my prayers, I read two things I believe are both true. And there is, to say the least, real tension between them.
I read an excerpt from Harry Emerson Fosdick’s The Meaning of Prayer that talks about helpful prayer only being possible because of the development of character. “[Our] iniquities have separated between [us] and [our] God.” I find myself thinking about Hauerwas when he talks about character: how we live in the ordinary course of our lives determines how we will react, without even thinking about it, when defining choices must be made. (more…)
January 15, 2012
Evangelism and Spiritual Direction
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Preached (without any notes at all) about evangelism and spiritual direction this morning.
Talked about how we all have had bad experiences of being evangelized that color how we think about what many Episcopalians refer to as the “E’ word. I shared how in college some guy came on campus talking about the pigs and the Christians (are you a Christian, or are you a pig?) … After a couple of minutes of this I left. But not before telling the speaker that I considered myself a Christian. And for the first time in my life he had made me embarrassed to admit it. (Two people in the congregation had had good, as well as bad experiences of being evangelized. Everyone had bad experiences.) (more…)
January 12, 2012
Saints and the spiritual walk
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In one of my books on the lives of saints, which I usually read in conjunction with the daily office, Mary Slessor was commemorated. She was a woman born into a working class Presbyterian family in Aberdeen, Scotland in 1848. In 1875 she went as a teacher to a mission in Calabar, Nigeria, where she served until her death in 1915. What struck me was a couple of phrases from Richard Symonds’ “Above Rubies” (about her life): ”Partly as a result of her lack of formal education, particularly in Presbyterian theology, Mary Slessor took a broad-minded view of local a beliefs and customs when she arrived in Calabar, and as a result acquired an unusual understanding of them.” ”Mary Slessor’s religion is quite as interesting as the work which it inspired. Although she recollected that as a girl ‘hell fire’ had driven her into the kingdom, she found it a kingdom of love and tenderness and mercy, and never sought to bring anyone into it by shock. ’Fear is not worship,’ she said, ‘nor does it honor God.’” (more…)
November 16, 2011
Worthiness at Communion
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Paul can be a hard case: blaming illness and death in the community on coming unworthily to the table. It feels a lot like blaming the victim or the patient. And it resulted, historically, in my church, in most members (for many years) receiving communion (at most) once or twice a year.
That’s really putting the fear of God in us!
So I like Luther’s take (if I understand it) that knowing and feeling your need of the sacrament is coming worthily to the table.
And I like Anne’s take even better: Isn’t it precisely when you come unworthily to the table that you most need to be there and be fed and graced by God? (more…)
September 2, 2011
Beauty and the Ugly Nitty Gritty of Life (or The Beauty of Holiness?)
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So often I am finding clusters of thoughts, gathered to at least some extent around the seasons, in my readings from An Almanac for the Soul. And I guess, if I weren’t, I wouldn’t waste my time by continuing to read from it on a (more or less) daily basis. September 1, in theory, starts a new theme/week talking about this season as “boundary” time and the inevitability of loss in human life.
Karl Rahner is quoted: “Every end becomes a beginning. (more…)
August 6, 2011
Prayer Attributed to St. Francis?
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I’ve seen variations of the second and third paragraph of the following prayer, without the first paragraph (which I’ve never seen before) attributed to St. Francis. But seemingly this comes from Malcolm Muggeridge in Something Beautiful for God (about Mother Theresa). Anyway, I think the first paragraph adds something:
Make us worthy, Lord, to serve our fellow men throughout the world who live and die in poverty and hunger. Give them, through our hands, this day their daily bread, and by our understanding love give Peace and Joy. (more…)
August 6, 2011
Peter Walks on the Water — We do too!
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Actually, when I wrote this sermon (for tomorrow) I titled it “Jesus Walks on the Water.” but my sermon writing is somewhat stream of consciousness (often) and I ended up somewhere unexpected. Reflecting on what I had written, I found myself thinking about how we, like Peter, walk on (or at least in) the waters of faith. So here it is:
Be honest now. What would you do – how would you react – if you were in the middle of a stormy lake, in a small boat, and you saw Jesus walking on the water towards you?
Or is this so common an occurrence that you don’t have to think about it? (more…)
July 15, 2011
Turning Your Life Over To God
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This is my sermon from July 3 (in Ft. Bragg):
Paul talks in our reading from Romans this morning about not being able to do the good that he wants to do, but doing evil he doesn’t want to do instead. I’ve been thinking, since last week, about what it might mean to turn my life over to God and let Jesus live in me. And I’m thinking, really, that these are just two sides of the same coin. On my own, I always fall short and miss the target. But when Jesus lives in me, suddenly that’s changed.
Some of you may be more familiar with the twelve step version: admitting your life is out of your control and turning your life over to your higher power. (more…)
June 15, 2011
Troubles and God
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Actually wrote this a couple days ago, just posting today:
I’ve been using Forward Day by Day (www.forwardmovement.org) off and on for years as a supplemental daily meditation to the office. And June 1, my neighbor (from a very different tradition) gave me a copy of Our Daily Bread (www.rbc.org) – a counterpart in use at her church. I’ve been using both this month. Today there was an interesting correspondence between them. (This is a bit of a surprise, since Day by Day is a commentary based on the lessons in the Episcopal Daily Office Lectionary, and Daily Bread seems to seems (I may be missing something) to be a thematic commentary on a randomly chosen passage of scripture.)
Our Daily Bread uses the first verse of Psalm 57 as its scriptural base. In theSt.Helena Psalter (which I use) the verse in question reads:
Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful,
for I have taken refuge in you; *
in the shadow of your wings will I take refuge
until this time of trouble has gone by.
In the meditation (by Dennis Fisher) what is quoted is “My soul thirsts for you … until these calamities have passed by.” What he says is that if we have inflexible expectations of how God will work in our lives, we can run into trouble. And he compares this to how the engineers who built the Trans-Alaska Pipeline used “Teflon sliders” to ease the shock of earthquakes on the pipeline. In the 2002 earthquake, the ground shifted 18 feet to one side without damage to the pipeline.
He suggests that we move our focus from our problem to God, trusting God to get us through painful and confusing circumstances.
Forward Day by Day uses the tenth verse of Psalm 77 as its scriptural bases. Again, in the St.Helena Psalter it reads:
And I said, “My grief is this: *
the right hand of the Most High has lost its power.”
As it notes, this is a rather stunning verse. Many of us sometimes feel this way. Few of us are really willing to give voice to such a thought. But, as the writer (unknown to me) notes, the psalmist not only voices the thought – voicing the thought is a turning point for the psalmist. In the next verse, the psalmist commits to remembering the works of God (in the past). And from there the psalmist the next nine verses talk about the power of God.
And the suggestion is that bringing our grief to God can be a comfort. But the challenge that follows is to set aside grief and trust God’s power – no matter what the situation.
These are different approaches to dealing with troubles in our lives. At least they are framed differently. But it seems to me they supplement each other. There is a kind of correspondence between them.